writing prompt: eye contact
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"Don't expect to get it right away," he says consolingly, seeing my worried expression. "It's not an easy thing to do, if you're not used to it. I want you to practice putting them in and taking them out, and I'll be back in about ten minutes. See how many times you can get them in, in that time." He pats me on the shoulder and smiles lightly before leaving me to my assignment.
I regard the little white tray warily. The lenses float guilelessly in their saline-filled concaves, waiting for me to make them useful. Swallowing what feels like the loudest noise in a room silent but for the hum of the rows of fluorescent lights, I look at myself in the mirror before taking off my glasses. After a lifetime of being told not to rub my eyes, I have to now touch them. On purpose. What if I poke myself? What if I hurt my eye? What if I blind myself?
I shake my head. Dummy. Nobody ever blinded themself by poking themself in the eye with a fingertip. A stick, maybe, but you don't put in contacts with a stick.
Even though there's no clock, I can feel the time ticking away, and I remind myself that he'll be back soon, and I better have at least put them in once. Okay, I think. I'm tired of being made fun of, of being called coke-bottle face. I can do this.
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